...well, hello

so if any of you know me, you know how much i can't shutup or play the silent treatment game. most of the issues have been resolved, and i'm actually back at work - in lots of ways. musically, i think we're in a good place where there's a lot of clarity and direction and it's all starting to piece together. weird to have an arc and theme for your first 'album.'

still a lot of work to do. and i mean a lot. but we'll get there. patience. in every aspect of life. learning to deal with what you've got. and make the best of it. exciting, but also nerve wracking - that i don't want to be bitten in the ass again.

fun photoshoot ideas are happening. i'm gonna work on a video treatment this weekend. have to get a girl off craigslist to be in it, model like. if you would like to apply or know someone, submit a recent photo and headshot, and any acting or modelling experience. we'll be willing to pay $100. haven't set a date yet, but after thanksgiving something will be happening.

that's all really for now. my fat ass has to get in shape. this week has been long and tiring. and i've been lazy, letting my body adjust. tomorrow is when i start running again. these last like 10-15 lbs are going to be horrible to lose. but i'll do it. no worries. just takes time and commitment.

backpacking in europe, june '07. it'll happen.